The day have been fine to me this time cause other these dates haven't been a friend to me, but today it was something special. I didn't think anything bad, i was positive all the time and I smiled all day, this is also strange to me cause I have never been positive either smiled for a year.

 But I was a bit anxious, but that was okay cause this is normal, I always feel a nerve before going to guitarlesson and it just makes me anxious, it makes me hard to breath and I run to the bathroom several times to calm down, so lets not count this in that date cause it happens literally everyday, why do I behave like this? Its cause of this I'm kinda afraid of my guitarteacher, I don't know either, I just am and that's so ridiculous and I'm also scared to make mistakes infront of him while I'm playing the guitar.

 What suprised me today was that my guitarteacher called me as my nickname that was the biggest bomb into my day, like DAYYUM! I've been listening to All Time Low all day and held my tears back while listening the song called "Theraphy" - My guitarteacher taught me this song in October and I almost knew about this band, in this time I was really depressed and tired of everything and this song put a meaning into my soul that it hurts to listen to it atm. I actually have listened to this band the whole week and I'm so in love already! I also learnt something new today at the guitarlesson!

 The day have been so silence and calm, I enjoyed it, I loved that kind of happiness and silence, I'd like to smell it for years! I also wrote a letter to my Swedish friend about the meaning of life and about all the positivity how to keep up and move on with her life that she is amazing as the way she is and she is always perfect to me, I wrote it cause I felt so and I knew she deserved some love~

Thank you, come again~!

- Kachee Cha