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Av Jonna & Kätlin - 9 augusti 2016 19:49

 

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Moa Murderess, as you already know, she is a Swedish youtuber, she also has another channel for her English, foreign fans. Moa is broken from love, she have drown into her tears, dealing with the fact that she wont be able to see her lover ever again.

 Article is written about that, when she found her loved one on the cold kitchen floor sleeping in his deep dreams, in a dream where he wont be able to open his eyes again, It was a big shock for Moa, it made her heart scream from the pain to call her boyfriend back to the earth, but nothing's possible to wake someone up from its deep sleep.

 A little while ago, Moa uploaded a video, where she talks about how she found her boyfriend on the ground in a deep dreamland and how her heart broke at the same time she couldnt hear his voice for the last time, and it makes her to look life in the darkest way. Moa have told that she is taking a break from her career and her youtube. She dosent even know for how long if for few weeks, few months, few years or for half years. If I took a look on this video, I got hurt when I saw her crying, it really hurted, that was like the biggest stab into my heart, it really hurts me when I see someone struggeling, suffering or crying it makes me cry, I cried with Moa and I felt her all with my heart. She is so sad and broken and have let go of her hand of someone. She put on everyone's heart that: hold, hug and share kisses with them to someone you REALLY-REALLY love, cause you'll never know what will happen to your loved one, never let them go, they needs you more! They needs your love!

 I feel so sorry for Moa, I feel the pain that she is suffering with, what stops her and what holds on tight on her for really long time, I dont want to see her suffering and I want her to be happy and her life will go better, Please stand up and hold your head up high, Moa Murderess!

 I also put on hearts on you, everyone! ALWAYS be there to your loved ones, cause you'll never know when it'll leave you, find more time for your love cause you know you love your loved one really much and you'll never let it go! Avoid the fights, care more and be honest to eachother! Hold eachother together!

 Much love to you all, especially to Moa!

- Kachee Cha


Av Jonna & Kätlin - 3 juli 2016 13:51

So founds here someone who is listening to Mucc? If so have you listened to their new album? In my opinion it have been the best album in this year from them, I really love how all the songs are listenable and takes you into your own deep thoughtsland. 

Thank you, come again!

Kachee Cha

Av Jonna & Kätlin - 28 juni 2016 13:12

I happen to be in contact with people who lead to be stuck with themselves or they cant love or appreciate themselves, I have this kind of friends alot and they're quite young well some are older than me but there's few of them. In today youth, teenagers have an honour to take Depression and anxiety as their lifestyle, they cannot know what they are, when they feels bad just once they cries that they has a depression, I know alot of them who are confessing it too easily that they has a depression, it cant be like that, I can see it thorugh with my eyes.

 Not everyone actually knows what is depression, some are actually saying that it dosent even exist, cause its just people's fiction, people are different we know that. There's alot of sympthons in depression, it controls: thoughts, feelings, attitude and the psychical reaction of the body. one-time sympthon dosent designate the depression.

 Ofcourse the depression will come out of nowhere, it just comes and it takes over your body and fills it with negative energy and that's how you've gotten of that disease's victim. Long-time stress and trauma can be the reason for the depression, losing someone who is loved by you, painful past. All that negative thinking will help to build that depression in your head, changes will get built in your brain, if you really are stuck in your negativity, it will get stuck in your head and you'll be in the dark spot. 

 Teenagers are always against to something and negative against to the disease called Depression, they just sits and cries, that it is like that and they'll never get rid of this thriller. But to talk about the truth that depression is healable when you are not lazy enough to get up and search for help to go to the doctor or get a psychologist or psychiatrist, every kind of calming medicines, what your psychiatrist might write up to you, would relieve the chemistry in your brain. this disease can be HEALED

 For teenagers it will be easy to be depression's victim, the reasons are: escaping from home, loneliness, violence, schoolbullying, computer and internetadditcion, low selfconficence, self-esteem. eating disorders and so on.

 Noone isint born into this world to be perfect because noone isint actually, cause everyone are beautiful in their own way and the word called "ugly" dosent exists in this world, everyone has their natural beauty, it has to be appreciated, you have to learn how to love yourself just he way you are, never try to stand out for a person who is beautiful than you, you cant never live in someone's else body. besides you cant change yourself for someone who wants you to be better, never take this progress up with you cause its wrong, you've found a wrong person, you just have to let that person go cause you dont deserve that person!

 Be honest to yourself and learn how to appreciate yourself, you're living this life through only once you cannot waste your life for lots of negativity, you have to take a big progress with yourself to get back as yourself, learn how to love yourself and do what you love the most it helps you to find your personality, develope your sight of view.

 You're not alone, take up a person who you can trust and and tell her/him your mouth clear, besides you'll get to feel better cause shared worries and half worries and your mouth will be cleaned with a soap. Make sure that person can give you the best advice. If you never ask an advice from someone then you'll just be helpless and you need to struggle of it by yourself, but I warn you its really difficult to help yourself alone.

 Yes, terrible things will happen, but some terrible things will save you. And just stay yourself you'll never knów who you'll inspire by just being yourself. Life is too short to worry about stupid things, just be happy, just have fun, fall in love and regret nothing and never let people to take you down. It's all too hard I know but I know you can do this, you are loved, you are strong, you are valid. And you are created on this earth just to make people happy.

Thank you, come again,

Kachee Cha

Av Jonna & Kätlin - 10 juni 2016 10:31

It have happened alot in these days, in this week I've been studying for math exam, I used to study it when I got mad, cause I was getting mad easily this week, I talked about my old best friend with who I got into a fight recently and we're not getting in contact together, It seems like I'm mourning my friend cause she is not the person I thought she was so I let her go and I got a trauma of it, and I mourned her like she have passed away from me. From that time I decided to not get into contact with people and now I'm just sitting here and watching Japnanese dramas all day without anyone writing me.

 As long I watched theJapanese dramas the less I felt depressed and lonely, Japanese dramas kept me in company and I really am enjoying the time, I've been watching the series all day long yesterday and today right at ten o'clock in the morning I started with Japanese drama maraton again, it feels good! I do worry sometimes that noone writes to me just for a while and It seems to me like I don't exist but its okay, J-dramas helps me out from the pain.

 I've been watching dramas with Haruma Miura, he is my favorite japanese actor from now, haha. I've seen him from Attack on Titan too, first movie I saw on my birthday with my friends and the second movie I saw with my friend at the cinema. I've finished a J-drama "Last Cinderella" in 2 days and it was so funny and adorable, it was full of cuteness overload, I suggest you to watch it! And now I'm watching "The Hours of My Life" the main character is also Haruma Miura and its talking about a man, who is looking for a job after university but then something stops him from working and its the disease called "ALS" - His muscles will get weaker and he wont be able to breath either speak.

   

Thank you, come again!

Kachee Cha

Av Jonna & Kätlin - 4 juni 2016 19:59

                

All photos are photoshooted and edited by myself.

Yesterday I cried over my past, today I cried over my guitarlessons.


Thank you, come again!

- Kachee Cha

Av Jonna & Kätlin - 1 juni 2016 22:12

Hello!



How are you all doing? I wish i could say im doing good but im not.....


I started the day with getting a anxiety attack on my 2nd lesson. We were going to vaccinate 2 dogs, i was going to write the journal on the 2nd dog. I was so nervous and i started to shake, i could not breath....i even started to sweat 0.0 It also feelt like i was going to faint, like any second. But it got better after the lesson and we had lunch. The two last lessons we were going to work with old homeworks we had not done yet and stuff. I was working watching my favorite Youtuber Jimmie Star when i saw i had a comment. And someone told me that im a ugly pathetic jerk ;-; That comment hurt me so badly beacues of my anxiety that i was about to cry but i didn´t. So that comment has been with me the whole day. I know i should not think about stuff like that the whole time but it´s hard when your anxiety keeps on reminding you about that.....


So my anxety whent from a 7 to a 10. I hate to feel like this but it´s so hard to be happy. Everyone thinks im happy and smiling but.... It´s getting harder and harder each day to smile and laugh. I just wanna cry but i cant, i have no tears left. Im so sad and down that i dont even know where to go

 

, but there is one thing that makes me happy. And makes me wanna stay, and it´s my beautiful, amazingly girlfriend Kätlin <3 If you are reading this babe, i just want to say....thanks for being here for me. I love you!   



//Jon-chan

Av Jonna & Kätlin - 27 maj 2016 16:44

Hello peeps~!

Today I had a party what each Estonian basic school has, that every 9th graders dress themselves into the outfit like they were going to the first grade again, my mom made me a skirt and I wore it there today, the first lesson was with my really first teacher I had and they were reminding the schoolyear when we were little kids.  Then after that lesson we went to the public ceremony, then 1st graders gave us candies and then took us into the hall.

 The first graders performed to us and then eight graders were giving a speech to us and then they gave us a present and also performed to us with their own made song and it made most of my classmates and my teacher to cry, it was really emotional, but I guess I was the only one who didn't cry (?) then our last schoolbell ringed here. And then it began, water war with waterballoons and waterguns, I didn't take a part of this because I have catch a cold and I'm coughing my lungs out, trying to not get sick cause I have exams coming up!

Thank you, come again!

-Kachee Cha

     

Av Jonna & Kätlin - 22 maj 2016 19:34

Hello people!

 It have been pretty calm weekend for me, but on friday I happened to go out of a control and suffered in my bad habits and thoughts, but then I took up my notebook and wrote for million billion times: "It's okay, I'm happy" - and it helped me to get better, all the bad thoughts were gone immediately. But I also can find a reason to it cause I quited my week for my guitarlessons cause UGHH I felt so anxious when I was near to go to the lesson, I just couldn't go, WHY THE FUCK AM I AFRAID OF MY GUITARTEACHER JUST STAPH KACHEE!!! Ugh it makes me so mad and I haven't practised the guitar for I don't know how long, I need to take it up again and seriously!

 On Saturday I was forced to get up and we were on our way to the fair, we looked around in there and I found lots of inspiration for my jewelry business, there were a lots of jewelries I'd like to create too, my eyes rested the whole time and got some new ideas~ I walked the long way that my legs are so weak and hurt, my grandma was afraid that I wont walk til' today, cause I walked the whole time and I didnt want to rest when my grandma really was worried that I need to rest and I breath fast, but no I pushed it away actually.

 Then in the afternoon my dad took me to the beach to have a photoshoot, it was really pretty then outside. I went there with my sister and my dad and we had so much fun while walking there, ate some gummycandies and I enjoyed the walk. I also met an old Japanese man who smiled at me widely and nodded to me which I answered the same to him, I was so happy then! I told it to my mom and my grandma they told me that why didnt I take a picture with him, I then was like fuck ofc we could make a picture but I also thought to greet him in Japanese but I was too late haha, my reaction is too slow *sighs* cause of my disease too.

 Well I have to work hard now, I'm having a last week at school and then the exams are running inside from the door, I'M NOT READY FOR THIS SATAN! I also have some kind of a party on Friday which every 9th graders have in each year in Estonian basic schools that pupils dress themselves into the outfit like they are going to first grade and also waterballoons and waterguns are the most importnant in this event that's the part of this party, girls puts their hair into two ponytails with a bow and wears kneesocks, skirts or dresses depends on their closets xD I just mention that everyone needs to dress like 4-9 years old. Well I happened to listen to Kent's new album and trying to study for my chemistry test and then force myself to practise the guitar.

 

Thank you, come again!

Kachee Cha


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